I have always yearned to write yet I never did, at first I thought I didn't do so because I was not good at it yet I comprehended later that it was a misconception. Once I read somewhere that if you want to write, all you need to do it is write. That gave me some hope to write still I was unable to do so and I realized that the reason behind it was that I was afraid of people knowing who I really am, what I think & what I do. I am not sure if it happens among many people or not but I am certain of it being bogus.
Why should someone be afraid of who he is? Don't we often see people that we think are total jerks? Don't we read blogs and stuff that we completely find stupid and the person to be crazy? Yet they continue to write, at least they are doing good to themselves... they let it all out. I wonder if they ever have similar thoughts cross their mind. What exactly is on the minds of people who write? Do they just enjoying writing while they are at it or have a continuous thoughts of people's opinion about it like I am having right now. I really hope it will go away with time, let's see.
Why should I (or someone for that matter) be uncomfortable of who he really is and hide it and put up something for people to like him? Is such liking even worth it in which you lose your own identity (yea you actually do lose your identity acting like something you are not)? And why do we get this false perception in mind in the first place that people won't like me being me? Well I have lived enough life in facade, let's get it over with. Someone likes it or not, WHO CARES!
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