Sunday, February 27, 2011

Someone to confide in

"I wish I had someone to talk to
Someone I could confide in"

These are the lyrics of a song that I once liked and listened to a lot, and while its been years since I last heard it but these words keep coming to my mind these days now that I find myself really lonely and no one with whom I can share my feelings or what's going on in my mind with.

As before starting this post I googled 'I wish I had someone to talk to' to find these lyrics and make sure I am writing this right, I was surprised to find who websites and blogs on this very purpose, on people like me...
Well it might be great for some people having such sites but I always feel uncomfortable with such sites as I believe that there are different cultures and mind sets everywhere and not everyone can understand what you are going through so I thought to keep it to my blog.

I am just sick of with the old selfish people for a long time and want to meet some new people and nice friends.. or even just a friend...
I know a lot of people for whom I am one of the very few people with whom they have shared their feelings and problems and lives with but for some reason I don't feel comfortable sharing with any of them. I believe its not all my fault since many of them behaved very selfishly before and left me or ignored me when their lives seemed to be on the right track and for others so somehow got me as the last resort. While I don't mean to degrade them or insult their feelings, and its always nice to have someone sharing something personal with you but their comes a time when you can't trust someone anymore... and that's whats with me for many people around me.

I don't know what to do about this feeling and where to get any good friend whom I can truly trust...

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