Saturday, May 24, 2014

SA in dream, and the irony of it

I thought I was over her, or was I? After recent most ist I decided not to pursue her any further but tonight I saw her in dream again. Its funny whenever I used to almost get over or forget her, I would end up seeing her or something else would remind me of her, and now as I am far away, she ended up in my dream.
Even funnier is that I actually had a conversation with her which started with she saying to me 'stop trying to attain the impossible' when I accidentally pushed her and apologized for her. I went sarcastic and she actually laughed a couple of times on it. Ahh her smile, not the prettiest in the world but still something that is more attractive for me then the prettiest one, and now I wonder again if I am over her. Ah the irony of life!!!

Tuesday, May 6, 2014

Friendships online

Friendships online are often fleeting,
Made and lost without even once meeting.
How many friends from online have I lost
I haven't kept count nor figured the cost.

Some depart, spouting bluster and rage,
Others as quietly as the turn of a page.
Many return though I couldn't say when,
While the rest are never heard from again.

For the loss of some, the fault is my own,
An unkind word spoken and I'm left alone.
Some friends turn away for no reason at all.
I'm puzzled and hurt when they shun my call.

Scores of friends are forever lost to me
Since the systems we called ceased to be.
And more than once, I've had friends die.
I can't forget them; I don't even try.

So take a moment during your time online
And be aware, though there's no outward sign.
That sound you hear, that solitary crying,
Might well be the sound of friendships dying.