Sunday, May 8, 2011

Numb?

Past couple of days have been weird.. strange.. somewhat different from the ordinary. I have been feeling like I needed to do something different.. what something.. that I couldn't really figure out. I felt like running wild, or screaming at the top of my lungs.. nothing made any sense.. I don't know why that was.. maybe too much of hurt.. maybe nothing to do with it at all.. now I realize that perhaps it had to do with nothing but getting back to feelings and emotions.
I could always cry so easily and I never realized the value of it until I couldn't cry anymore.. tears may have been made a symbol of weakness or not being able to handle something but I think it is something that keeps you true to yourself.. keeps you human. Finally today.. I cried after so long.. I can't even remember when was the last time I cried and it feels good.. I feel much lighter though there is still something that appears to be missing. Perhaps a person to share with....