Showing posts with label numb. Show all posts
Showing posts with label numb. Show all posts

Sunday, May 8, 2011

Numb?

Past couple of days have been weird.. strange.. somewhat different from the ordinary. I have been feeling like I needed to do something different.. what something.. that I couldn't really figure out. I felt like running wild, or screaming at the top of my lungs.. nothing made any sense.. I don't know why that was.. maybe too much of hurt.. maybe nothing to do with it at all.. now I realize that perhaps it had to do with nothing but getting back to feelings and emotions.
I could always cry so easily and I never realized the value of it until I couldn't cry anymore.. tears may have been made a symbol of weakness or not being able to handle something but I think it is something that keeps you true to yourself.. keeps you human. Finally today.. I cried after so long.. I can't even remember when was the last time I cried and it feels good.. I feel much lighter though there is still something that appears to be missing. Perhaps a person to share with....